I have decided to Start this Blog.  Hoping one day it will make a difference. What I have written in this ‘Blog’ is The Truth. It happened to me. At some time towards the end I am Losing my mind. My days are such.  Heat, Shivering, Stinging, Pain, Hallucinations, Being Hunted, Remembering the beating as if it happen a second ago.   All at the same time. {SM}